Here is something about me and my back ground. I have a huge interest in fashion and everything around fashion. I love fabric and designs. I love to put together looks and create new styles from current fashion. I love to compare fashion from past to present and create looks that may be to come in future. As a male I love to take ideas from the female fashion industry and create more looks and inspirations for male fashion due to there not being many looks that are inspired for men. I also love to compare and improve female fashion. I have a dream to be a major stylist for, shops, fashion shows, events and people looking for style improvements. I am known by my peers as the fashion advisor and they always come to me for advice on upcoming fashion and looks. I have a huge interest in dancing and singing as well as doing sign songs. I am fortunate enough to have experienced this as a profession.
When I was a teenager back in 1999 I always wanted to make it into the fashion world. I wanted to be a model and a fashion stylist. These were both my dreams which I would spend the day daydreaming about when I make it. I was often bullied and ridiculed growing up being different from those at school and was always told by people that being deaf would make me not succeed in my dreams. This would make me more determined to prove them wrong.
The problem I had trying to make it in the modelling industry was that I am profoundly Deaf and rely solely on lip reading for my communication and body language and although I speak like a hearing person It was a problem to the fashion industry. I was told that as a deaf person I would not be able to make it in the modelling industry and that I was wasting my time. I was told that because I was deaf I did not have a look that would be required and I would be laughed at. This really shattered my confidence. I always considered myself to be good looking and a great personality whom is easy to get along with which the traits were needed in modelling but because of my one thing of being Deaf I was outcast. I felt really discriminated against and thought to myself why should being Deaf effect my ability to model. I just could not understand it. Whilst I looked on at other models I thought it was all visual and that there was no need for my Disability to get in the way of my ability to do something. |